A wonderful start of my morning

Grief and hope 1 Minute

I stepped outside  early this morning and saw the beauty God created. 

The moon peaking through the clouds.  

Eye catching and a reminder God is with me..

I stepped outside early this morning and received God’s whisper . 

The word “ ROCKSTAR “  was echoing in my heart and mind as it was first mentioned early this morning during my spin class . 

I stepped outside early this morning feeling ‘ enough’.

ROCKSTAR … 

My honey’s final FB post — calling me his ROCKSTAR

Just a couple of hours before he past.  

Heart warming and a reminder God gives me enough when I need it the most. 

I stepped outside early this morning feeling Blessed. 

To know that God is with me and has given me the courage to go one more mile, one more day , one more hour…  to love and show GOD’s Grace. 

Have a Blessed Day 

I Love you Dale Crockett !

  

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I would like to give you a little back ground history of how I ended up here... I am 51 years old, a Nurse Practitioner, a mother of three awesome young men. I have had two failed attempts in marriage and finally found 'unconditional love' . I fell in love with my friend of 16 years... I never realized that 'my love' was right in front of me all this time . He had been divorced for 5 years and it wasn't until his divorce and mine that we realized we were each others soul mates. Dale, was one of a kind.. he was respectful towards me and so loving and most importantly a God fearing man. We became boyfriend and girlfriend and then we soon became engaged. He asked me to marry him in front of the Seattle city lights. It was so romantic.. the lights gleaming on the lake as we stood at Gas Works Park right in front of Lake Union . So fast forward.. July 27, 2017 was my honey's birthday- he turned 52! A very healthy person who ran most of his life. I asked him what he wanted to do on his birthday and he had asked if we could go see wedding venues. So we saw three different wedding venues . Later , that evening my heart broke... he had a sudden heart attack and died . I have been through a long unwanted journey and it seems everyday is a day I spend grieving with HOPE! I created this blog to share my story in hopes that maybe one day my grief and despair / journey will help at least one person ...

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