If you only knew ... my EYES are the window to my broken heart ... the soul of my shattered dreams... the maker of the many tears that flood my pillow ... I miss him so much
My Eyes
Category: Grief and hope
Second is more profound than the first
My first Thanksgiving ..came and went without your physical presence. Heartbroken to know that I’m doing life without you . Today, Is My second Thanksgiving without you ... Heartbroken to know that 365 days have come and gone .... PS Thankful that you were in my life I know your up in heaven Sitting … Continue reading Second is more profound than the first
Call me Sweets
On More time
A Dream
A dream that lends moments Moments of mere love Moments of giving a sense of companionship Talking, holding each other , loving one another A dream that continues our relationship Moments of planning our Holidays Moments of giving a sense of oneness In Love, Engaged , Growing old together And then A … Continue reading A Dream
Sometimes I just don’t believe it ….
Sometimes I just don’t believe it My mind replays memories like a broken recorder I miss Dale so much and I get caught up on the highs As if it is - still existent .. still real And maybe it is , just not him physically here But then , I take a breath And … Continue reading Sometimes I just don’t believe it ….
I remember
I remember I remember July 27,2017 when You turned 52 I remember that I was so happy that I woke up to share the day with you I remember kneeling in front of you as I looked into your hazel eyes. I remember serenading the customary Happy Birthday song and never realized how special … Continue reading I remember
We Wore Our Pink Scrubs Proudly
We wore our pinks every October To acknowledge and support breast cancer awareness You wore them proudly You didn’t care that you were a man dressed all in pink We wore our pinks every October I remember us coordinating when we would were our pinks We wore them proudly Showing our patients our compassion … Continue reading We Wore Our Pink Scrubs Proudly
What if
I’m attending an ER conference for providers and it is so hard to listen to “Most common missed medical errors”. So, all I can hear between the lines is “ What if” What if What if the Cardiologist was there assessing your stress test What if there were visible changes on your EKG … Continue reading What if
My life is a Sentence fragment
My life is a sentence fragment You asked me to marry you and I happily said “YES”! And we thought we had forever to look forward to But, never got to say “ I do” My life is a sentence fragment God took you too soon From one hour to the next My story did … Continue reading My life is a Sentence fragment
Grieving with Hope 