It’s not fair ! It’s not fair that you were taken so soon It’s not fair that we didn’t get to say I do It’s not fair that I won’t ever be called your wife It’s not fair that we won’t be able to grow old together It’s not fair that all our plans won’t … Continue reading So how am I feeling ? →

I am married I remember when you would tell me.. ‘ Oh, we will be married... it’s just a matter of time” and I would smile and get all giddy. And then you probed around for my preference for an engagement ring... and then you asked me what kinda wedding would l like... I replied, … Continue reading A fiancé gone too soon .. whom I now call husband →

This is not a place I want to be but Thanks for joining me! I have found the one whom my soul loves .  Song of Solomon 3:14

I would like to give you a little back ground history of how I ended up here... I am 50 years old, a Nurse Practitioner, a mother of three awesome young men. I have had two failed attempts in marriage  and finally found 'unconditional love' . I fell in love with my friend of 16 … Continue reading My story… →