I just saw a red cardinal and prior to that a beautiful bird that stopped and peeked around the limb to look at me…
I ran yesterday, and as I was running a beautiful red ( very bright cardinal ) flew by me and stopped. I stopped and attempted to capture a picture…But was unsuccessful .
Today, I am sitting outside with Kyle and Molly and just reading up on ways to help me get out of the “ victim role” … Ways to help empower me. ..
I find myself, needing a group that will inspire me to the fullest… to be the woman that my honey fell in love with… I find myself lost and can’t find her at times.
As I sit here under my patio umbrella,
I got those two visitors… ( a super bright red cardinal and another pretty bird).
I truly believe those are spirits visiting me.
One is my honey Dale
and the other could be
- My Aunt
- My Father
- My Maternal GM
- My Maternal GF
- My Paternal GM
- My Paternal GF
- My Uncle
- My Cousin
I tried to capture a picture but was not fast enough
I began crying .. I am now emotional
And in my head I kept saying. “ Come back’. “ Come back”
Then without thinking it took me to that scene in the movie Titantic where Rose calls out “Come back”
Now, that I think about it …
Come back.…a metaphor
— Come back means I want Dale to come back as if he never did die.. as he never left me
–Come Back means — I want to feel empowered again. I want to be at peace again.. I want to use this journey to help to inspire others
–Come Back means — I want a spiritual visits from that red cardinal I now call Dale ..
Why did you leave..