The dreaded call that my honey had died.
He was out of the city when he had a sudden heart attack.
When I got to the ER
I Laid next to him as he laid on the ER stretcher …
his body was nice and warm…
despite my long 40 minute travel to the ER
I remember laying there as his body turned from warm to cold ..
I talked to him…
and held my hand onto his chest..
And asked God to bring him back..
I was selfish..
How could I ask him back when he was with the most important person…
Our Lord and Savior…
I did ..
I ask him back and still want him back!
Sometimes, I wish that his heart would’ve beat right back…..
AFTER ALL , WE BOTH HAD SEEN IT HAPPEN
WE BOTH BROUGHT PEOPLE BACK AFTER HAVING NO PULSE
He was an ER doctor and I am a Nurse Practitioner in the ER..
We have seen it…
Just wanted that happy ending….