Flashback

The dreaded call that my honey had died.

He was out of the city when he had a sudden heart attack.

When I got to the ER

I Laid next to him as he laid on the ER stretcher …

pulseless

his body was nice and warm…

despite my long 40 minute travel to the ER

I remember laying there as his body turned from warm to cold ..

I talked to him…

and held my hand onto his chest..

And asked God to bring him back..

I know..

I was selfish..

How could I ask him back when he was with the most important person…

Our Lord and Savior…

But

I did ..

I ask him back and still want him back!

Sometimes, I wish that his heart would’ve beat right back…..

WHY NOT..

AFTER ALL , WE BOTH HAD SEEN IT HAPPEN

WE BOTH BROUGHT PEOPLE BACK AFTER HAVING NO PULSE

He was an ER doctor and I am a Nurse Practitioner in the ER..

We have seen it…

 

Just wanted that happy ending….

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