Moments of grief I often times allow my FEELINGS to take over ‘Feelings’ the driver, drives me through this long windy road that sometimes has me captive and I really don’t know where it’s going to end up taking me And often times it keeps me stuck on this wretched road One direction leads to … Continue reading Feelings always takes the lead
Our first dance was to the song ‘At Last’ by Etta JamesMomentous Our steps synchronized Two hearts with one heart beatFull of excitement Symbolic PassionateAnd at the same time our rhythm embraced peace, love and the feeling of at LastMaybe you left this earth all too soon Some may call itAn interruption to our danceBut, as I close my eyes it’s like a … Continue reading Interruption to our dance
How can I defeat this emotional paralysis? These emotions fill every cell in my body with such vengeance . The onset is so rapid Like a poison. invading every cell and every organ of my body as it ambushes my heart. It feels like a condition so ominous ... at times I just can’t breath. … Continue reading Defeating the emotional paralysis
God spoke to me Have you ever had those days where out of nowhere, a word or phrase keeps coming up? A trigger word that draws in memories.. ?? For me, I have been hearing the word “Rock star” on more than one occasion this week. Is it a coincidence? No, I am going to … Continue reading Miracle Message
I have become a bird watcher I look for you every day I find myself looking up in the trees Waiting At times I can’t see you And here I am waiting... Waiting for that precious miracle moment of a visit.... But I hear you ... I hear that beautiful music .. It’s like a … Continue reading I have become a bird watcher
I am a Near drowning victim caused by Grief Grief suffocates me.. it consumes my every being. I feel like at times I am treading on water and without notice; I will sink and find myself drowning in sorrow. And, despite me trying to keep afloat.. Sometimes. I just can’t even catch my breath. This … Continue reading I am a Near drowning victim caused by Grief
Wish I could hold your hand one more time Just to feel the warmth of your skin Just to feel that you are right there Wish I could hold your hand one more time Just to feel your loving touch Just to feel your caress Wish I could hold your hand one more time Just … Continue reading Wish I could hold your hand one more time
Healthy Heart Awareness I posted a question on social media website... And, I’m quite amazed that it hasn't been 24 hours and I’ve met 331 people ! Mostly woman, who suddenly lost their loved one ( husband , fiancé , boyfriend) from a sudden heart attack . All, but three were very healthy... ate right, … Continue reading I asked ….
Running Why do I run? Should I be afraid of running? After all, my honey had a sudden Cardiac arrest while running. Running in the past meant a challenge I did not want to take By choice Because it challenge my endurance and quite frankly I had none… Seriously, I could not run past … Continue reading A step towards healing: Running
Come back... I just saw a red cardinal and prior to that a beautiful bird that stopped and peeked around the limb to look at me... I ran yesterday, and as I was running a beautiful red ( very bright cardinal ) flew by me and stopped. I stopped and attempted to capture a picture...But … Continue reading Come Back
Grieving with Hope 