I haven’t met you but I feel so close to you We may have not physically met You may not have had my same tragic story But we have had the similar 'heartache' of losing someone We both have lost someone that was so precious to us So much so that the love has enveloped … Continue reading Dear Griever
Some say time heals all wounds Time Heals All wounds .... What does ‘time’ mean ? Does it mean that I will stop grieving in 6 months? 12 months? 2 years? What does it mean? Let me tell you what it means ... It Means nothing to me ! Time is not the factor here … Continue reading Time heals all wounds ….
I can’t bring back yesterday But my memories of you and of us are Alive in my heart and will always be The Love I have for you Dale runs through my veins It’s the substance that gives me hope It warms my heart It pushes me to take the next breath The next step … Continue reading I can’t bring back yesterday ….
My honey’s Angelversary is approaching July 27th His birthday July 27th Our engagement July 20th Anniversaries are so hard Why are they ? It’s just another day Right? But, for me It is a day that was and still is very special A day that warmed my heart with so much love A … Continue reading Anniversaries are so hard
The dreaded call that my honey had died. He was out of the city when he had a sudden heart attack. When I got to the ER I Laid next to him as he laid on the ER stretcher ... pulseless his body was nice and warm... despite my long 40 minute travel to the … Continue reading Flashback
Moments of grief I often times allow my FEELINGS to take over ‘Feelings’ the driver, drives me through this long windy road that sometimes has me captive and I really don’t know where it’s going to end up taking me And often times it keeps me stuck on this wretched road One direction leads to … Continue reading Feelings always takes the lead
Our first dance was to the song ‘At Last’ by Etta JamesMomentous Our steps synchronized Two hearts with one heart beatFull of excitement Symbolic PassionateAnd at the same time our rhythm embraced peace, love and the feeling of at LastMaybe you left this earth all too soon Some may call itAn interruption to our danceBut, as I close my eyes it’s like a … Continue reading Interruption to our dance
How can I defeat this emotional paralysis? These emotions fill every cell in my body with such vengeance . The onset is so rapid Like a poison. invading every cell and every organ of my body as it ambushes my heart. It feels like a condition so ominous ... at times I just can’t breath. … Continue reading Defeating the emotional paralysis
I have become a bird watcher I look for you every day I find myself looking up in the trees Waiting At times I can’t see you And here I am waiting... Waiting for that precious miracle moment of a visit.... But I hear you ... I hear that beautiful music .. It’s like a … Continue reading I have become a bird watcher
I am a Near drowning victim caused by Grief Grief suffocates me.. it consumes my every being. I feel like at times I am treading on water and without notice; I will sink and find myself drowning in sorrow. And, despite me trying to keep afloat.. Sometimes. I just can’t even catch my breath. This … Continue reading I am a Near drowning victim caused by Grief