I have become a bird watcher I look for you every day I find myself looking up in the trees Waiting At times I can’t see you And here I am waiting... Waiting for that precious miracle moment of a visit.... But I hear you ... I hear that beautiful music .. It’s like a … Continue reading I have become a bird watcher
I am a Near drowning victim caused by Grief Grief suffocates me.. it consumes my every being. I feel like at times I am treading on water and without notice; I will sink and find myself drowning in sorrow. And, despite me trying to keep afloat.. Sometimes. I just can’t even catch my breath. This … Continue reading I am a Near drowning victim caused by Grief
Wish I could hold your hand one more time Just to feel the warmth of your skin Just to feel that you are right there Wish I could hold your hand one more time Just to feel your loving touch Just to feel your caress Wish I could hold your hand one more time Just … Continue reading Wish I could hold your hand one more time
Healthy Heart Awareness I posted a question on social media website... And, I’m quite amazed that it hasn't been 24 hours and I’ve met 331 people ! Mostly woman, who suddenly lost their loved one ( husband , fiancé , boyfriend) from a sudden heart attack . All, but three were very healthy... ate right, … Continue reading I asked ….
Running Why do I run? Should I be afraid of running? After all, my honey had a sudden Cardiac arrest while running. Running in the past meant a challenge I did not want to take By choice Because it challenge my endurance and quite frankly I had none… Seriously, I could not run past … Continue reading A step towards healing: Running
Come back... I just saw a red cardinal and prior to that a beautiful bird that stopped and peeked around the limb to look at me... I ran yesterday, and as I was running a beautiful red ( very bright cardinal ) flew by me and stopped. I stopped and attempted to capture a picture...But … Continue reading Come Back
GriefShare First day...2/11/18 Just got back from GriefShare class. ( my first class). so far.. We watched a video ....but when we broke into our group ... we got to share with one another . Funny thing I got from the video that helped me ... during this grieving ... I tend to push myself … Continue reading A step towards Healing ….
It’s not fair ! It’s not fair that you were taken so soon It’s not fair that we didn’t get to say I do It’s not fair that I won’t ever be called your wife It’s not fair that we won’t be able to grow old together It’s not fair that all our plans won’t … Continue reading So how am I feeling ?
I am married I remember when you would tell me.. ‘ Oh, we will be married... it’s just a matter of time” and I would smile and get all giddy. And then you probed around for my preference for an engagement ring... and then you asked me what kinda wedding would l like... I replied, … Continue reading A fiancé gone too soon .. whom I now call husband
This is not a place I want to be but Thanks for joining me! I have found the one whom my soul loves . Song of Solomon 3:14
Grieving with Hope 